November 19th, 2011
Looks like up to me
I am in such a moody, languid, listless end of days stupor lo’ these past few days it’s incredible I’m still dragging my ass out of bed. Just in an absolutely appalling state of mind. And honestly, getting like this is more a chance lottery of brain chemistry because there is quite honestly nothing wrong right now at all.
I’m always impressed with how suddenly all encompassing moods come up. One minute my life is average, the next I’m wondering how ‘get out of bed’ wasn’t one of the tasks of Hercules. I then take it out on everyone because sharing is caring when you’re being a miserable bitch.
And maybe tomorrow I’ll be back to contemplating things like ‘has university/my life/my dreams etc etc all been a horrible mistake.’ Yep.
Go Team Arbitrary Unstoppable Moodiness!